Instant Pleasure

human chasing for instant pleasure, and everyone know it's never last...


i tot about it lately because sometimes I give up with my life.Give up because i faced unsolved obstacles since i couldn't remember.Bad thing is, nothing i can change and  i have no choice   except suck it all.


sometimes i  pretend to be strong but most of the time i fall.either i fall or pretend to be strong still the situation is the same.it's with you from the start like you cannot choose your parent.you need to bear with it forever-something like that.Something like you feel you want to run away but you could not, therefore you just stand there, face it with all unbearable pain.


so when i pray to hard  to get away from it, i just asking myself...am i looking for instant pleasure or maybe like sleeping pills that can make me forget for awhile.because sometimes the issues that you faced, is not for you to solve but for you to face...


errkk..whatever seriously this entry is suck...forgive me