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Saturday, September 27, 2008

Thank You

When I think about it, since I was school I don't even have a lot of friends. I always been bullied at kindergarten when I was 5 years old at KL.My father involved in army so I always moving around. I moved to Baling which is where I am now when I was 7.Moving into new school.


I didn’t have many kawan sekampung. Maybe around four boys and I am the only girl.So at that time main tembak-tembak, tangkap pepatung are my favourite games.At school time I managed to get a lot of friends. When I went back to my grandparent’s village I was so excited. I got to play tuju kasut, hide and seek, terjun sungai.I was totally kampong girl. I have lots of cousins to play with so balik kampong time was something that I could not wait.


Then after completed my UPSR, I got offered to Alor Setar.I have a lot of girl friends. Most of them are very kind. Sometimes I got bullied but still there some friends protect me. Thank you!


Then I entered UTP.I got to know a lot of friends from various states. Whenever I recall back, my personal behavior is not friendly enough. My face always show rude face, rarely smile. That ‘s why my mom shouted at me last night.”Camana nak dapat boyfriend?Muka tuh masam jer.Dah tu menonong saja.” I am so sad. Why suddenly getting married is so important? If I know it from the start that marriage is so important, I won’t study so hard.Masuk tingkatan satu jer terus belajar mengorat.Tak masuk akal betul.


But I am so happy; I got a lot of friends that I can consider as best friend. They never give up on me despite of my mood and my ugly face. They always being there with me and pull out the craziness that hide inside me. They turned me to funny and crazy girl.


I still remember sometimes I have bad day at UTP, my friends will force me to join them for outing.” Unid kalo ko tak ikut, ko siap!!” Even it sound creepy but it works. Sometimes I need some type of enforcement. When I am getting back to normal they will said,” That’s why we force you…we knew you’re having bad day.”


Thank you. If not because of my friends maybe I become kera sumbang.If not because of them maybe I have no friends at all.


Then now I moved to my hometown. Since I don’t have many friends at my hometown, my life becomes so empty. But my objective is to build a house for my family and then I will continue my journey. When I took the decision, I just said,” I don’t care. I am going to complete my task for my family then after that I can think about myself.” But it was not easy as I thought. Still I missed my friends out there.


The good thing I get new friends here, even I am not sure what their perspective about me, but I just don’t care. Can they stand with this crazy and ugly girl? Will they give up on me? I learned a lot from my friends and tried my best to be friendly.

When I think about it, I envy my friends that so talkative and friendly. Peoples love them. Sometimes I hate being my self when I think about it.


To my friends, just when ever you read this, I wanted to thank you for being my friend. Thanks because you’re never giving up on me.


p/s: I really missed kek lapis Sarawak. Can I taste it again this year?

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Owl Inside Me

I attended training on how to improve social skill on my previous company, I really lack of it. All 17 of us, woman took a test to see what type of behavior that we got. It can be categorized into four types which are eagle, dove, peacock or owl. The result: Out of 17 women, only one that got owl’s behavior which is me. Burung hantu punya geng pupus dah agaknya!

Me????Yes me. I quite surprise when seeing the result because I thought that I am crazy girl, always teasing people but I ended up with being an owl. One of friends said, "Actually yes you are an owl."

One of the trainer said, there is no good or bad being in whatever category because we complete each other. Knowing about other people behavior will make us easy to socialize with other people. Even I am not understood well why it should related with bird but let check this ugly owl character. Is it like me ? You sure? My life is really miserable. I think that’s why most of my friends are dove and peacock. They’re cheering up my day.

See what owl is all about

Melancholic – Owl:

The wise owl. The owl is logical, mathematically minded, methodical and sometimes seen as a perfectionist. The owl can be slow to make decisions and inflexible if rules and logic says otherwise. Owls are not big risk takers but love detail.

Often very kind and considerate, melancholic can be highly creative, as in poetry and art – but also can become overly pre-occupied with details and facts. The melancholic person is a perfectionist, being very particular about what they want and how they want it in. These people are deep, thoughtful, analytical, serious and purposeful.

Tipu la …I am not mathematically minded, in fact saya takut nombor.Dapat jer soklan math dah berpeluh-peluh.Wahahahahah

How to treat me (Melancholic/Owl):

Owls are the serious ones. They have thought out the problem and when they have questions they want lots of details. Treat them seriously, answer them in detail and understand that if you don’t give them all the information they need, they will not take you seriously. When you have finished talking to a melancholic/owl, give them time to ponder and assess the details before responding.

Sumer kena  orang takut la ngan Unid lepas ni.Wa ha ha

Advice for me

If you are the “owl” you need to realize that most people are not interested in every detail and most people don’t put as much emphasis on perfect as you do. You need to be tolerant of the others and try to lighten up a bit.

Ok.All people give all your love to me. I need hug. :P


Ok...Let Sing a Song ... Uuukk ..Uuukkk..Uuukkk

Monday, September 15, 2008

Bulan di Langit

Macam biasa pagi Ahad, radio mesti Klasik Nasional.Radio haram disentuh ketika mak ada.Janganlah memandai nak menukar channel.Kalau tak, ada yang tak makan karang.

"Engkau bagai bulan di langit, sedangkan aku pungguk di bumi .Apakan daya ku…"Antara lirik lagu (lebih kurang la) yang menangkap telingaku ketika mengemaskan Mr. Leno Black.Lagu itu mendayu-dayu menggambarkan seorang lelaki yang mendambakan cinta seorang wanita tetapi merasa rendah diri.

Aku terfikir, jika benarlah lelaki itu menyintai wanita tersebut dia patut berusaha mendapatkannya.Jika wanita itu di bulan ke Marikh ke Pluto ke dia masih lagi boleh mendapatkannya.

Berusahalah jadi angkasawan.Jika tak berusaha jangankan di langit, di depan mata pun takkan dapat.Biasalah kalau kena reject dulu. Kejayaan= Usaha + Doa.

Jika dia benar-benar menginginkan wanita itu menjadi teman hidupnya, ibu kepada anak-anaknya ,insyaAllah dia akan dapat.Bukankah Adam yang menginginkan Hawa waktu dia melihat makhluk lain berpasangan di dalam syurga?Jika jodoh tak kemana bukan?

Yang banyak sekarang nih flirting around, saja nak main-main, test market.Tak berkat tau .Tak baik aniaya orang nanti Tuhan balas baru padan muka.

Unid: Jangan nakal-nakal ;-P. Korang ni asik baca jer blog nih, bila nak kasi komen ni.Sangap la.


 

Mr. Sun

14 September . So many rainy days. I miss the sun shine. Mr. Sun where are you?

I miss your soft light in the morning. You make me feel awake every day. Whenever you show your face in the morning, I can listen to the bird's singings.

This morning, despite of cloudy sky, Mr. Sun shows his face, I done my laundry happily. ;-P


 

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Alive


John : I wanted to kill myself.
Unid: Why?
John: I hate myself.All people hate me.
Unid:You sure?
John:Yup, no one treat me good. I think they will happy if I die
Unid:Are you sure they gonna be happy?
John:Yes
Unid:How do you confirm it?
John:???
Unid:How do you confirm that they gonna be happy after you die?
John:Huh?

Unid:How do you confirm it while you already died? Humm..Died people cannot confirm about other people feeling. Better you confirm it while you still alive. Once you died, you cannot confirm nor do anything .So better you change it while you still alive. Why do you need to choose death when you already know that died people can’t do anything?
Other matter is does not matter except you’re still alive. Just take a breath, feel the air and Start again

Unid : John is nothing except Unid’s imagination. But still giving up is the worst thing to do.

My new lover

Yup after Si Ceri,Mr. Black Leno, here Nikon my new lover.Actually I have many lovers. ;P
Last weekend I was spending my time with Nikon.Snap and snap a lot of things.I entered into the jungle ( kebun yang semak), got a lot of inspirations.Thanks to those models.Actually there more pic but I lazy to edit.Next time okay

Anak-anak Ramadhan

Malam 1 Ramadhan, perangai adik berbeza sekali.Resah gelisah cam kucing nak beranak jer.Memang la dia kucing and dia nak beranak.Kami sudah menyediakan kotak untuknya di tempat gelap di balik pintu, tapi still dia menangis di luar.At last , kami letak kotak kat depan suma orang,baru dia nak masuk dalam kotak tuh.Tak malu tul nak beranak depan suma orang.


Barulah dia tenang dan beranak.Aku siap menyuruhkan adik ku merakam sekali, bukan senang nak tengok kucing beranak.Yang lawaknya, air ketuban pecah meletup plop terkena dahi adik aku.Tak senonoh tul.Tapi mudah jer dia beranak, senyap jer , dah tu bukan seekor tapi empat ekor.Inilah hasilnya.



Dan waktu dia beranak, aku tak sure apa la si abang buat.Rasanya dia bukanlah bapak kepada anak-anak ini.
"Bukan saya.Saya tak bertanggungjawab." Tegasnya sambil merenung ke langit, keresahan.


"Betul sumpah." Siap cium tiang lagi.Blah la ko Abang.

Jerangkuk dalam lemari

Hari-hari makin menakutkan.Setiap hari aku terpikir apa lagi yang bakal rosak.Lihat lah almari ku koyak rabak dikerjakannya.


The problem is,jerangkung tuh hanya melakukannya di waktu aku tak available.Contohnya di tengah malam atau waktu aku bekerja.Dan bila aku balik,inilah hasilnya.


Oleh kerana tak tahan dengan sikap jerangkuk tersebut, dan demi keselamatan baju-bajuku ini lah yang mampu ku buat.Campak jer dalam beg



Jerangkung : No matter what I’ve done, I still the cute one right?
Unid: Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr…

Bad minton

When the whole world is celebrating Olympic Beijing, me and my brother spending time by playing badminton.We don’t have proper net so do you recognize it?Yup, kelambu lama.


Because we not playing in canggih manggih nest stadium, we got problem.Unid, salah seorang pemain perasan glamour selalu menyepoilkan keadaan dengan melayangkan bulu tangkis ke bumbung stadium.



But then we already prepare the consequences.




End of game, 20 -16 , Unid vs Telo.The maximum score that Unid got only 16, the min?I won’t write it. ;P
Unid: Alaa…markah tuh sikit sebab faktor cahaya and angin la!!!!!!!!!!!