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Thursday, December 30, 2010

Bola yang menggilakan

Tatau la kenapa lately.Nyanyuk betul.Asyik salah tengok kalendar jer.Pukul 11 pagi meeting ingatkan pukul 7 pagi.Nasib baik la jugak.Kalau pukul 7 pagi  meting tapi ingat pukul 11 pagi, tak ke lagi haru.

Malaysia menang bola.Tak tengok pun dah tau sebab status update kat FB berlambak-lambak.Tapi esok company tak cuti.Takper la..tak kisah pun (baca dengan nada sedih) .

Yang tak bestnyer pasal bola nih, pemain cool jer, yang melampau si supporters la.Maybe lepas nih, tak perlu tengok bola..kita main baling mercun , botol , suluh laser dan pelbagai lagi .Asal bola jer bergaduh.Nak jadi peminat ekstrem tak perlu lah membuat onar di padang.

Anyway, ayat biasa...tahniah pada yang menang... great game to both players, takpe yang kalah cuba lagi.Malaysia pun dah lama giler tak menang, enjoy tu enjoy gak tapi jangan lupa diri.

Kepada yang bercuti esok, selamat bercuti. 

Majulah sukan untuk kita semua.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Betul-betul mengamuk

Seriusly, kenapa ler selalu unid asik terkena customer service yang cam bangang. Maybe not all tapi boleh dikatakan 70% of my life I have to face with those service especially bila barang/service yang kita beli buat hal.

Antara yang unid ingat dan ban adalah satu delivery service tu. Bila orang suruh repeat balik address, dengan sombongnya bercakap , "Eh, kiteorang tau la alamat kat mana sume!" Ok, fine.At the end of day , delivery guy tu sampai dengan muka sombong nya tunjuk address ,nak blame unid,"Huh, tengok alamat pun salah macamana nak soh hantar cepat." What the ****, padahal salah orang yang menulis alamat tu jugak yang berlagak sombong tadi. Fine , tu kisah dulu.BTW, Unid dah ban dah delivery service tu.

Yang ini plak, kes hari ini. Unid beli jam, mahal ok RM80.Tak kira mahal ke tak it is my money. First day beli bawak balik rumah, buka kotak tup tup tak jalan.Fine...sabar, besoknya pi balik and complain..good dia bagi baru. Dua tiga hari lepas tu, bukak kotak balik, tarikh pulak tak betul.Dah adjust tak jalan.Fine... sabar pi balik complaint, dia adjustkan.

Fine , dua tiga hari  lepas tu stuck balik.Seriusly Unid rasa jam tangan pasar malam lagi berkualiti. So pegi balik and complaint. Sambil berbual-bual hal peribadi dengan member dia, tah sembang pasal sape tah, dia adjustkan tarikh tu. Setakat adjust tarikh dari 9hb ke 10 hb, budak sekolah pun tau.Kemudian dia pas balik kat Unid.Unid cakap, "Sorry, tolong repair balik.Saya dah adjust banyak kali , dia still stuck jugak lepas dua tiga hari."

"Alah kakak adjust tak betul kut." Selamba jer dia cakap cenggitu.Unid sengih tapi rasa cam geram jer.Sabar sabar."Hari tuh dah datang, ada budak tuh adjust jugak, still tak jadi".Unid bagitau dia, of course I smile.Boleh tak tolong jangan treat customer bodoh sangat.Jam jer ok, bukannya super computer, sesapa pun boleh adjust tarikh and time.We did it all the time rite?

"OK, tiga bulan." Dia cakap selamba.Please note, dari mula Unid jumpa dia sampai ke habis muka masam mencuka.Senyum pun tak, dahla cakap kasar.Seriusly Unid memang rasa nak meletup, tapi control ...control.

"Tiga bulan?" Terkejut weh..nak repair jam pun amik masa tiga bulan.

"Haah, nak kena antar KL bla..bla....."

"OK." Then Unid try nak explain kat mana rosak mintak dia tolong tengokkan betul-betul.Unid takde pulak nak guna bahasa kotor, maki hamun pun tak.My voice still under control walaupun dalam hati nih rasa cam nak meletup. My concern is, after 3 months the issue is not solved, so better I explain betul-betul.


"Nanti kiteorang anta kedai tahulah dia nak buka kat mana...bla..bla .." Dia potong cakap Unid.

"Boleh tak repair tempat lain dekat Penang?"Mana lah tau ada, so bolehlah Unid pi sendiri and hopefully lagi cepat.Jam tuh Unid beli nak buat hadiah.With those problem, nak kena postpone pula, kesian adik unid nak pakai jam tu.Kalau dah tiga bulan, hummm.

"Jam nih maybe leh siap dalam dua minggu, tapi saya bagitau akak tiga bulan sebab kalo saya bagitau akak dua minggu, nanti kalo akak call tak siap  akak  MENGAMUK pulak."

Humm.. notice ayat di atas, kalo sesapa rasa ayat tuh bersopan santun, maybe Unidlah yang terlalu sensitif. Tapi memang from the start Unid dah terasa, dah layan customer cam derkkkk jer, dah la tak senyum, muka masam pulak tuh. Pastu plus dengan ayat yang sangat sombong.Seriusly , kalo dia manager, super market tu akan bankrup dalam masa seminggu.Maybe dia stress, tapi bukankah itu kerjanya?Macam lah customer sangat happy nak datang dua tiga kali ngadu barang rosak.Buang masa ok.

Unid blah dari situ with smile yang dibuat-buat.Rasanya mostly Unid banyak bersabar and mostly Unid halalkan jer barang-barang yang rosak, kekadang rugi balik.Tapi disebabkan selalu sangat terkena macam ni, Unid rasa Unid patut amik tindakan as customer.

Fine, you want to see me mengamuk. I already wrote an email to your management. I hope they won't terminate you because that is not what i want but please in the future , take note - CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS RIGHT. Tolonglah layan customer elok-elok especially bila customer tuh cuba sedaya upaya jadi polite.Kalo customer kurang ajar pandai pulak nak buat kerja elok-elok, kalo customer baik layan cam kiteorang ni amik barang free dari kedai awak.

My mood nak shopping takde, I just went there , hantar jam and blah due to the incident.

Monday, December 13, 2010

Silent Therapy

the house ...

and the neighbor

the couple ...

and the lonely ranger

daylight

save for the night

hdtv ...

jakuzi from the river's bank

smell the roses ...

loves vegetable


speechless ...

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Light

I-City, Shah Alam . Shower with colorful light :)




Big world

it's a big world
Anak seperti kain putih, terserahlah apa warna pilihan mu.

p/s:  credit to this little girl. her curiosity inspire me

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Tiba-tiba rindu

Entah kenapa rindu sangat dengan tok sebelah abah.Mungkin sangat jarang balik.Sibuk memanjang.Asal nak balik jer ada jer yang menghalang.

Rasanya weekend ni nak balik berbaktilah kat tok sebelah abah.Kampungnya agak pendalaman.Sejuk dan sunyi.Kalau rasa stress ngan bising dan crowded balik kat sana adalah pengubatnya.

Maybe masa Unid untuk restkan minda. Dok ngan reramai and bising lelama pun boleh jadi sakit juga.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Slave

We hate to confess that we are slaves of God, but we actually slave to money, lust, greedy human.It won't go anywhere...

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Something that not meant to be

Today  is public holiday. I forced myself to go out, because definitely it will be difficult for me to go out at other time.Yes, despite being excited girl, who seem really loves mall, shopping and etc. ,in reality I am not like that.So funny, because I thought I was that girl, but actually I am not. Most of the time , I stuck inside the house.

I was looking for good present for my friend's birthday and it took me hours to choose it, at last I ended up buying a black coffee mug.Okay, I was unlucky because it was NO PLASTIC BAG DAY. So I have to snatch some plastic bag while buying takoyaki.

When I was walking to my car, accidentally the plastic bag contains the present slipped from my finger. At that time, I felt thankful because the mug was inside the box.Hope no break.

When I arrived at home, I opened the box, guess what ? The mug was broken. I just bought it and hoping it will be a great present for my friend and that's how it end.Broken into four pieces.

Sad.But I can't do anything except planning to buy new one and of course it will take a long time as usual.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Tahun Baru 1432H

Selamat tahun baru.Seronok sebab dah baca doa akhir tahun dan awal tahun.Harapnya unid akan jadi orang yang lagi baik.Jika tak sempat habis hujung tahun ni, minta-mintalah Unid pulang ke pangkuan-Nya dengan happy.Unid tak minta banyak, cuma

  1. Unid harap dapat control moody ni.Terlampau kerap terasa hati, cepat marah. makin kerap pula menangis nih.
  2. Harap Unid sentiasa redha dan bersyukur, sebab susah nak buat ni
  3. Minta-minta diberi kekuatan untuk bersabar.Susah nak buat waktu diuji, senang cakap kalau tak kena batang hidung sendiri kan?
  4. Minta Tuhan permudahkan urusan dan berharap Tuhan sentiasa redha dan sayang kat saya. :P
  5. Lagi..umm saya minta semua orang yang mendampingi saya sentiasa ditunjuki dan diberkati
  6. Uihh..banyaknya...(kata tadi cam tak banyak) . I wish you also always happy and calm.
  7. Dan ...
Dah berjela-jela jadinya. So I wish dalam hati jer la. :P

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Template baru

Unid tiba-tiba rasa jemu dengan template lama. Cuba tukar-tukar, tapi rasanya lebih kurang sama jer dengan yang dulu.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Manusia ini

sesungguhnya manusia apabila baik, dia lebih baik dari malaikat.tetapi apabila jahat,dia lebih hina dari binatang
http://nurindah-philomel.blogspot.com/2010/11/entri-34-sihir.html

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Not my fault

it was not my fault, if i didn't know peoples love me.they never tell so i thought that they hate me.

my life will become much better if they let me know.

Degil

Saya memang tahu yang kalau kita buat salah pun kita still kena tegur orang lain jika mereka nak buat salah.

Tapi, maaflah saya sangat susah nak terima  ketam yang cuba mengajar saya supaya jalan lurus tapi dia pun jalan senget benget.Lagi-lagi kalau saya rasa saya jalan better dari dia :P

Especially dari orang yang rasa diri mereka baik sangat. Susah kan? Humm..saya memang egois.

Darkness

a few weeks ago, i have problem to sleep.insomnia. i can't sleep.i was tired but i could not sleep.
 so i turn on the light , read and whooshh...i sleep but usually i will wake up maybe once per hour but it feel better cause the light is on.

until now, i still cannot manage to sleep with the light off.sleeping with the light is not good,  i knew it.

 anyway i plan to buy good table lamp.

p/s: tidur tu nikmat yang saya tanak hilang :)

Monday, November 1, 2010

Written

I can't sleep, I type (*6*)`
People hate, people type !$@$#$##!
People happy, people type :)
I can see people laugh :D

Oh My, my world become more and more silent. I only hear the sound of keyboard but that sound only come  from mine.

Friday, October 29, 2010

People

People ... they confess that they are lovely creatures. But they like to fight. Why ?
Because we are different, they said.

Yes, they fight because they are different. But will they unite if they are similar?

Think. First , people will fight because they think the different is the reason.Then after  they  become similar, do they stay in peace ? As far as  I can see, the answer is no. Once they become similar, they will try to find the different and the fighting will never end.

Are we grown up enough?Why we happily spread the hatred? Why we happily spread the reason to hate something?Nowday, with the internet, we can see many people happily spread the anger,hatred.Other people fight, and we become like petrol, spread the fire. You should hate A because A is different from B and I am from B.The worst case is, we don't even know much about A and B, we might know them through blog, media which is the truth can be manipulated.Yes, maybe it's true but is that worth to hating because of this.
Humm... it's like our brain cannot analyze properly rite?If A and B fight, let's join the fight. Good, the world will end sooner.So anyone happy with that?

Usually the fighting happen because we don't understand the different, we just make assumption.
We should study and gain understanding not because we want to be in either A side and B side, but study how make us stay peaceful in diversity. If  we cannot stand the diversity, we will not be happy with similarity.Because , we are born to be different at the first place.We should study the different and use our knowledge to respect other people. That is the world that we should live. We are different and we learn and respect each other well.
O mankind, indeed We have created you from male and female and made you peoples and tribes that you may know one another. Indeed, the most noble of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted. - The Rooms (49:13)
When A and B fight, maybe we can ask them to drink together and think.Remember, our task is to remind not to judge.Give the judgement job to the God.

p/s:tired seeing people hate each other.if their  race is different they will fight because of the race, if the race is same, they will fight within their race.as human we cannot stand with other people mistake yet we ignore our own mistake. jaga tepi kain orang, kain sendiri koyak rabak.aduh mana jarum dengan benang ni?

Being boss?

If someone ask me, do you want to be a boss?

NO!! I don't want to be and I am not capable to be especially in IT part. The thing is I don't how to deal with peoples. I like peoples, but to get them into the job is really not my expertise.Usually instead of ordering, I will do the job by myself and end up stress.

So, if someone ask me , do you like to be ordered by someone.
I will say no. But I love to HELP people in condition ;
1- The person should know how to appreciate us.They should aware that we are working hard for the task given.Yes , I do work hard.But if someone underestimate me, I will feel insulted.
2- Stop being bossy. 

But most of the time, we don't have choice.Just do our best in order to get it done, maybe not for boss but for the  organisation and maybe for ourselves

Someone come to me, the person not my boss, come from no where and ordering something that I also not sure.

"I don't know.Sorry, I am not helpful enough." 

"Okay. I will be your boss anyway."

Life is suck. :P

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Anonymous

I have face book. My id not represent my name...yet I hate anonymous

As far as we can

It was getting dark , around 7 pm plus. I stuck in my car with other cars as traffic light turn to red.
The ambulance behind us, maybe between two or three cars behind me. I can see it, I can hear the siren but  it could not move as it stuck with the road that fully occupied.

I was wondering where to move, at my left really little space next to divider and at my right with other cars.Slowly , the car at front of me trying to move to the left, trying hard to give the space.So with other cars, the left try  their best go to left, the right try their best go to the right.So do I.

At last, we made a little space in between, that can fit the poor ambulance. The ambulance passed, and I prayed for the safety of the ambulance.Hope it can accomplish it's mission- saving people. I believe other drivers do the same.

It was dark, but it was beautiful night that I ever see.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Into the class again

It's come every year.Yes, it is fasting month, Ramadhan.

I enjoy this month, it's like whenever it start I always wish to be someone new.
But this year, I think I quite into to it.I really concern about my food intake, and I will make sure that I eat while hungry and stop before I full.I try to control my stubborn level and etc.It's quite tough.*Sigh

Believe or not, only this evening I happened to stop at Bazaar Ramadhan with my brother and sisters.We only took less than 30 minutes because it was really crowded.

I try to do Terawih every night, sadly I am doing it alone, same with reciting Quran.I wish I can do that with my friends.I lack a lot of thing and still crawling and learning.

I believe seeking the truth is human nature.People seeks for that in different way, and I hope we all can find it ourselves.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Not famous enough : Crime case survey

I am not sure whether my blog is famous enough. Well, I m not a pop star and sure not pretty or cutie cuddly girl. But still I want to mention this.

Recently I am so excited preparing survey questions. Well, if it sounds like someone paid me to do that, NO. It is not. It is not ordered by any organization. It is just something that I want to do.

OK.Ya, nobody pay me but I am not sure why I am so excited, first prepare survey using Word. Ask some of my friends to review my broken English. Thanks friend.

After a week, I email the survey question and hope/pray that at least I get response. Yes, I get it. This respondent asked me to do online survey. So I stay up until late night looking for good online survey, which I have to mention that the free one always have limitation. Thanks God, I did it.

So if you faced any crime, I really hope that you can spend your time join this survey

http://www.esurveyspro.com/Survey.aspx?id=fef8b27f-4c79-4d19-9edc-1e88391bd89f

or

http://www.esurveyspro.com/Survey.aspx?id=e9cd87e4-273f-414f-9108-5ea1844c478f

The close date is 28 July 2010. I hope with the data, I can use it during Crime Prevention Conference. I hope it can be useful to our community.

So please, join it. Thank you very much for all your cooperation. J

Conclusion of this blog, yes I am not sure how many people will read this blog and join the survey because as first statement said, this blog is not famous enough. But no hurt to try!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Label

Owhh... ya mereka suka orang yang macam ini dan ini. Jangan sesekali buat macam ni.

Dan mereka buat, bukan sebab mereka nak buat tapi sebab mereka takut nampak teruk.Jadilah mereka orang yang hipokrit, mengecam orang lain hanya kerana mereka mematuhi sesetengah peraturan yang zahir. Yang tersembunyi, Tuhan saja yang tahu

Jika kita mahu buat sesuatu...hanya untuk menarik perhatian orang, kita akan penat.

Kerana manusia umumnya suka melabel. Samada label itu baik atau buruk kekadang bukan kehendak kita.

Ianya ditampal mengikut kehendak mereka. Baik berbuat sesuatu kerana Tuhan , at least tak penat, pahala pun dapat.

Jangan mudah menilai orang lain ahli neraka atau syurga kerana bukan kita yang menentukan. Namun sebagai manusia , kita memang sama-sama mahu bersama ke syurga, jadi buatlah yang terbaik


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now -Airplanes

I see airplanes every single day and how much I wish that I can use it.

Monday, July 12, 2010

See ya

Apa yang saya buat cuti selama tiga hari :

1. Tengok bola
2.Balik rumah tok dalam sejam dua... bernafas dengan oksigen yang pure
3.Duduk rumah as I always do

p/s: cuti selama 3 hari, tu jer yang selalu saya buat.boring kan?

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Because of him?

Sekarang demam bola. But I 'm not like my parent or my brothers stay up late to watch the game.Surprisingly my mom loves to watch football and know the rules of game.Huh?

I only watch if i feel strongly healthy (not sleepy), and I am rooting for Germany.

Speaking of which favorite club/country , one of my friends simply give this comment after i mention that my favorite team is Germany.

Hah..mesti boifren u suka Germany.


Yup.To tell the truth it's quite offended .Because i never have boyfriend and i really want to say

Hallo...do I need to have boyfriend to choose my favorite player?

And if I do have one, am I the type of 'always yes' girlfriend? So far, after I analyzed my stubborn level,I think I m not 'always yes' girl.

By the way, I love Germany after I saw how Oliver Kahn catch the ball.I was younger back then. After I watched that game, I decided I like Germany...so far I m not going to change.

And I like Chelsea, and most of my family members like Chelsea. Oh,did I mention boyfriend? No, thanks.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

It's SO IT

I never stick to one beauty care product.But at least I am loyal EUCERIN customer at least for its facial cleanser :P .

I am hunting for new shampoo while grumbling about my bad habit until my friend say, " You 're IT girl, so that's normal.IT keep changing"

Eh?I never thought that my career have bad influence.

Pelik kan? But still I want to change my shampoo, maybe I should change to baby shampoo cause it milder.Yela kepala asik gatal, maybe sebab kelumumur or maybe sebab kering sangat so I got eczema.

Dan I decided to try new product from Simplisiti - C Bright Cream. He he he.


Sunday, June 20, 2010

Kosong

Mereka membuka dompet saya. Eh? Mana gambar pakwe ?

Dompet saya bukan album.Saya jawab.

Mereka excited melihat gambar dalam handphone saya. Dan saya excited menunjukkan gambar dua ekor kucing saya, itulah 95% bahagian daripada koleksi gambar saya.

Mereka berhenti di setiap gambar yang ada lelaki dan bertanya, ini sayang kamu kah ?

Tidak. Itu gambar-gambar kawan-kawan saya, perempuan pun ada sama.

Mereke diam.

Tiba-tiba saya rasa pelik.Seolah-olah saya tidak ada apa yang orang biasanya ada.

Macam Kayu

Saya sampai rumah lebih kurang pukul 5 petang. Kemudian saya ambil bantal dan buka TV.

Saya buka mata.Gelap kecuali member saya sedang menonton TV. Saya cuba tengok jam, tapi tak dapat teka waktu dengan tepat.

Member saya beritahu.Sudah pukul 9 malam. Betullah, saya tidur seperti kayu.Tidur yang paling nikmat adalah tidur ketika penat.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Sleeping Bag ?

I was hunting for Sleeping bag.

I went to Sun shine and ask . "Got sleeping bag?" . "Bag pack." They replied.

I went to Jusco, Queensbay. "Out of stock." They said.

I was wondering around until I bump into Crocs' Shop.






This one is nicer but not available, at last I bought a pink one.My first Crocs ever and the most expensive shoe I have. Until now I wondering, where they get those 'plastic' from? It's super expensive.

No sleeping bag , maybe after this I have to plan how to sleep nicely inside the classroom.


Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Ours

Check ours before complaining about others.Correct ours before looking for other's fault.

good
good
good
good
good
good
good
good
good
good
bad
good
good
good
good
good
good

p/s: no matter how many goods do you have, people only remember the bad one~

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

tak kuasa

I won't tell cause they don't want to know
Maybe they'll shout and say how the hell they will know if I never say
But they never ask cause they never care
If they care they will ask
They designed assumption while I have nothing to defend.
I am tired begging for them to care while others don't even have to beg
I am tired to talk cause they never listen

I won't tell cause they never ask
I don't care cause it hurt
I am forgetful cause I don't want to remember

haper - haper je la. tak kuasa i

Saturday, May 22, 2010

just be on time

Yes... i love to take care my skin. i really concern on wrinkles, pimples and unnecessary stuff that came out from my face, my body .

but bear in mind. i m not beautiful and i won't listed in any beauty contest. but i just love to take care of my skin..that's all.

for me person who said, ahhh... they don't like to use skin care, usually hypocrite. why ? huhuhu... i bet, they will concern about it silently, but they won't tell anyone. ha ha ha.

sometimes they just want other people to assume that they're pretty just because they're pretty not because they care it so much. really? some people yes, they do born with beautiful skin but some not.

i used hear , "Alaahhh... i don't use any product, but my skin is ok." And usually they are younger than me. Yes, I admitted , I start take care of my skin after I entered university. Before that, I use soap, like Protex sometimes nothing at all. But that time I was really poor no budget at all, you can't take care your skin if you don't even have money to eat rite?Young people , yes they got perfect skin, i also had. :P so nothing to brag about cause I also used to be young before.


But now, i really take serious care on my skin. i don't want to be people who complaining about their skin but they did nothing at all. hey, come on- even Barbie doll need to be polished.

but skin care is really required handwork , not only physical but emotional also. and i am trying my best to take care of emotional , yup like managing stress.

where are human and we are aging, if we cannot be younger , just be on time, not older . :)



Thursday, May 20, 2010

it swing again

it swing again. itu yang membezakan saya dengan mesin 4 segi kat depan ni.mood saya tak menentu, dan of course la dia akan mengganggu konsentrasi kerja saya.

kalau lah saya boleh terbang ke pulau rahsia dan duduk diam-diam kat sana kan best.ataupun bertapa di dalam gua sendiri.

mr. alien , please kidnap me. rasa nak lari dari bumi sekejap.

:(

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Nak drumstick

Bagi betis nak peha.Tolong sikit pastu kena tolong banyak.


It's ok kalo nak mintak tolong. I am very helpful person but please don't make it as compulsory to help you.

I think it become a culture already and almost everyone experience same thing.

Study case 1 :
You stay back to do extra work at office . It is not necessary, and the reason of u staying back just because u want to help your friends .

But this friends, first time maybe they feel grateful to you. Then you keep helping them and at last their perspective change. From grateful become bossy already.And keep blaming you for the work that they should do it by themselves. Telling the boss about you this and that. At last , all people in the office blaming you instead of them.

Study case 2 :
You are student.You involves in group project. Whenever meeting, other team members really hard to turn up. At last you end up doing the project alone, based on your judgement. While people study hard for final exam, you struggling with the project.

When the dateline is near, the sleepy team member suddenly turn up and ask u, " How's thing going on now?Why u did like that ? If u do like this before then ..."

You tell them and they are good listener. Only that they did, listen.

So end of the semester, you got just cukup makan for project, also just pass exam( cukup makan also because u focusing on the project only) , compare with your smart team members which got cukup makan mark for project (because they just depending to you) and great mark for exam.

You just cursing them in your heart, u never told your lecturer because it feel unprofessional and at last , you the one who suffer.

Guess what? that's why sometimes some people got really bright and colorful result but that only on the paper.they still depending on some stupid people on many ways.

Study Case 3
This one also normal situation. You lend some money to your friends and at last you look like poor beggar begging them to payback. Oii..pandai berhutang pandai la bayar.

"Isk ... budak ni, datang nak mintak hutang la ni .." And people see you as guilty again.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Attitude

i met two different person, same task but different attitude.

i request something to person A.

person A said, until when i have to handle this? when this will be over?why don't u do this?why don't u ask your manager to do this and that? bla ...bla...and he suggesting the ideal environment which also i dream of. but in reality that was not under my power.

my task pending because this guy is keep complaining.instead of doing his job, he complaining about my job. but i still smile and say thank u, non-stop.

lucky him, this is professional environment whereby i have no choice but smile and say thank u, let him complaining about me.if not, i will shout at him like this.

can u do your own job and i do my job.if i do have access to do something that you have, do u think i will beg at u to do the task.i rather do it on my own instead of listening to all your curse.

then i raise the same issue to person B. person B just do it without saying nothing(i don't care if he said something behind me, if he did, he did well)

person B solved problem in less 20 minutes while person A took infinity.Case closed because person B already took over the job.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Comelnyer

Comelnyer baby tu. Asal la diorang buang-buang jer?Cukupla satu dosa, jangan ditambah lagi.

Comelnyer...hu hu hu

Move forward

Yes. I spent my time maybe for a week by giving up. I hate myself and lost my passion to do almost everything.

Yes.I did.

But that enough.After I think deeply.Enough.Evil spirit must be laughing at me cause I start becoming a part of them.

Now I believe.Whatever is it , I must not give up.No...never.

Work hard.Pray. And keep moving forward.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Kill

i cannot kill them? why? why i can't kill them by myself?

because u don't have power

so,if i have problem with them, i need to request u to kill them for me?

yes...


so everytime i got problem with them i need to ask u to kill them?

yes.no worries. i can kill them for u no matter how many time u request

***still waiting someone to do dirty job for me is the 'most unwanted' thing in this world. i hate to wait. what i want to do, just kill them whenever i feel distracted.


p/s: i m not talking about mafia stuff... i am talking about database stuff.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Muma

Unid bz giler lately. Even I took day off for Visa processing in KL, once I return back to Penang, I went straight to office from airport and work until 4.00 am.
My nature is I won't feel tired until I stop working then I can feel something wrong with my body.

I went back to my rent house and get some sleep maybe about four hours, then woke up, get ala kadar bath and driving back to my hometown.

At that time, I started to feel very week. I knew I should not working too hard but I could not help it, especially if u got someone pushing u.and i dont like it.

Once I arrived at my home, I took pillow and sleep.Sleep...sleep.My mom ask ,'Dah makan dah ke?"

"Belum." I answered in my dream.

I sleep..sleep until late noon and my mom start to nag."Bangun sayang.Makan kalau tak nanti muma nanti."

And she keep mentioning ."Muma..muma."

I never heard of it before.I thought maybe it something to do with "loya". Yes , I did feel want to throwing out.

At last, I eat. I asked her," Muma tu apa?"

"Muma tu maksudnya atas lagi dari lapar. Mula-mula kita akan rasa lapar...lepas tuh kita akan tahan-tahan sampai rasa lapar tuh hilang.Pastu kita dah takleh makan dah even kita tak makan.Itula maksudnya muma.Sama maksud dengan kebuluran.Selalunya orang yang dah nak mati tu akan muma."

"Muha ni kalau mak takda tatau la.Kalau kerja tu makan bukannya nak ingat.Kalau lah emak duduk sekali boleh la emak bertempik suruh makan."

And she start to pot pet pot pet again.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Satu Malam di Penang

Unid bermalasan-malasan di senja Rabu. Unid tenung jer notebook office, tak tau nak buat apa?
Tup-tup handset berbunyi.Hananako. “Weh.. aku on the way nak pi Penang ni. Kau tau tak mana nak cari char ku teow? “
“Huh.Mana aku tau.”Unid terkejut, bukankah diorang ni duduk KL, macam mana leh ter pop up kat Penang pulak ?Aduh memang unid cuma tau jalan nak balik kampong jer.Tapi lamanya tak jumpa Hanan and husbandnya, even diorang kenduri pun unid tak pi.Huhu..rasa cam nak jumpa tapi unid tak tau nak bawak diorang jalan-jalan mana.
“Kan Hanan cakap, unid tatau punyer.” Dengar suara Hanan dok bagitau husband dia.
Adeh. “Yela..aku bawakkan.” Unid terbayangkan satu gerai kat Tokong Ular, alamak tapi serius membunuh diri betul. Unid memang tak tahu jalan langsung.Silap hari bulan ada yang beli char kuteow kat Pasar Malam and makan kat hotel. Unid rasa cam menangis ni…camana ni? Dahla memalam, nak cari char kuteow pulak.Unid cuma tau KFC and MCD kat office tu jer, and Queensbay tapi charkuteow ade ke kat QBay.
“Weh…nak jumpa ko kat ner ni?” Hanan bertanya.
“Queensbay”
“Camana nak pi sana tuh?”
“Korang kat mana ni?”
“Atas jambatan.”
“Hah..ikut jer signboard ke Bayan Lepas, jumpa la tu.” Unid dengar jer la laki bini tuh dok bergaduh samada diorang atas Jambatan Pulau Pinang ke mana ke. Sabar jer la.
Unid memang dah gabra biawak. Ini la akibatnya tetiap weekend balik kampung, tak explore jalan Penang. Tapi takkan nak explore sesorang pulak. Hosmate seekor pun takde. Tanya member replynya lambat, even reply pun unid memang takkan tahu punye la.Yela, dah kata tak familiar.
Macammana nih...habisla dua laki bini tuh makan langsat malam ni.Rasa cam nak menangis pun ada .Unid dah memang bersiap nak keluar masa tuh terdengar ada orang dalam bilik sebelah. Sapa tuh, tak kira Unid memang heret dia keluar temankan unid.
Yeahh..Kak Suzie ada. Terus unid meraung-raung soh dia temankan Unid keluar dan abaikan chapati yang dia beli kat Pasar malam.Nasib baik Kak Suzie, my housemate ni baik hati.Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezekinya. Ha ha ha.
Malam tu bukan setakat char ku teow tapi sampai ke Batu Feringghi kitaorang merewang.Walawehhh...esoknya unid tersengguk dengan kerja bertimbun.
To hananako and arol- selamat pengantin baru, to kak suzie thank u sis. Love u all :P

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Deaf

Stupid!
Bengong!

- still i can adjust my ear.i shut my mouth but i can't shut my ears.

-b*r*t
-p**n
*^&^&%$$
$#@#$$#%$%@
$$@@!#$$%%$%#&
**&*^%$
&^%$$$^$#@!@


-my ears begging to be deaf.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Beautiful Blogger Award


First time Unid dapat award ... best-best . Tapi beautiful blogger?Takper la half-cute blogger pun boleh la (Perasan) .
Here are the rules to accept the award :

1. Thank & link the person that gave you the award.
Thanks Fatem for giving me this award. Terharu nih . Sob* Sob*

2. Pass this award onto 15 bloggers you’ve recently discovered and think are fantastic
(Sambil garu kepala) Mintak ampun sebab unid memang pelupa .
1. Adlina
2. Sue
3. Syafa
4. Syaida


3. Contact said Blogs and let them know they’ve won the award

They will be contacted as soon as I post this

4. State 7 things about yourself
  1. Unid sangat kurus, dan teringin sangat nak berisi dan ada muscle.but i never gain any weight since 2005.it always same.
  2. Unid lahir pada 27hb
  3. Unid suka kucing very much.
  4. I love my mom very much, tapi i am not 'anak mak' . in fact saya sgt degil dan keras kepala
  5. I love writing
  6. I always nak tahu what other peoples think about me. but susah la kan, how many people would like to be my mirror ?
  7. Thanks God, 7 at last ... i love tea tarik n roti canai but since i move to penang never have chance to try.


Friday, March 19, 2010

Wet Sweat

I was stunned by the great gym room that company provided. It has quite sophisticated facilities including nice shower rooms. Many employees there enjoy getting sweat.

I was trying to run this workout machine, something like bicycle but have some buttons for different workout program. I pressed Start button, but no response and I keep pressing other buttons still no response. At last, I end up by asking one guy that working out beside me.

“Oh, just start cycling.” He said.

Amazing, all the buttons automatically enable when I start cycling.

“Then, choose what program you want.” He said while pressing Fat Burning program for me.

“No.”I said bluntly, “I don’t even have fat to burn. Please choose other program.”I said to him seriously.

He laughs.”Ok.” Then he pressed other program for me.

I workout from 6.30 pm until 7.50pm, my body was sweating quickly. It’s been a very long time and to start over again was quite hard. Maybe I can say I never workout for more than one year. No wonder I always tired lately. At last, here I am, wet with sweat, and I feel really happy. Exercise makes you happy.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Bakteria

Unid tengah layan TV tatkala iklan sabun mandi ke udara. “Membunuh 99% bakteria.”Itulah ayat iklan macam biasa.

Semua sabun yang berubat membunuh 99% bakteria.Kenapa 99% jer?

“Semua sabun membunuh 99% bakteria. Apa yang 1% lagi tuh?” Unid merungut sesorang, tak sedar adik yang bongsu terdengar.

“Bakteria yang satu lagi tu kan bakteria baik.Bakteria yang duduk dalam Yakult tuh.Kalau semua bakteria kena bunuh, habislah.” Dia bersungguh-sungguh menerangkan tanpa dipinta.

Unid terdiam, bukan pasal ‘fakta’ yang diterangkan, tetapi memikirkan jawapan itu keluar dari budak yang berumur 16 tahun. Adui la…

Sunday, February 28, 2010

versus

come and go
happy and sad
bitter and sweet
love and hate
life and death
it's the fact that we always deny

Saturday, February 27, 2010

u n i

i m a woman that maybe bump into u but u never notice,
maybe have same favorite like u but we never realize,
maybe have same problem like u but we never share,
maybe have same life like u but we think it different,
therefore i am just average human as others ...

Monday, February 22, 2010

Polar Bear

I felt very left out either intentionally or not, I still feel sad. I still wanted to cry and yes I did.
Stupid. Even I am aging, I still feel like a new born. Like a little tree, trying to reach the sun in the huge jungle.
If I have choice, I want to fly to Antarctica and meet a Polar bear.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Gemuk

this story maybe relatedto PMS .

aku mencari- cari ubat untuk gemuk kat majalah sambil emak sedang memasak.

"emak, kalau along makan ubat gemuk tak per tak?"

emak diam. dia malas nak layan. dah satu hari anak dara dia asyik complaint pasal kedut la, size badan la, jerawat la dan pelbagai lagi la masalah besarnya. dia dah penat nak layan rasanya.

"emak?" aku dah separuh merengek. mentang-mentangla aku seorang je kat rumah, jadi anak tunggal.tu yang adik aku bising kutuk aku ni mengada-ngada.lantakla.

"ikut along la." emak malas menjawab.

"emak ni... along nak juga tanya pendapat.kalau ikut-ikutla baik tak payah tanya." memang aku mengada-ngada.emak ni asyik dari tadi ikut jer.aku beli terus kang baru tau.

emak diam. cuma radio yang bercerita pasal ubat kurus je kedengaran.lama dia menjawab.

"along ni kenapa? mak tengok bukannya kurus sangat.nak jadi gemuk senang sayang oii...nak jadi kurus susah.cuba dengar dalam radio tu. kang kalau along makan ubat gemuk tuh jadi gemuk macam emak ni baru tau, dah macam tong. nak ke? emak ni kalau lambat makan sikit dah terketar-ketar, sebab tu yang tak boleh jadi kurus. asyik nak makan jer.nak ke?"

aku diam. ambik kau.


PMS

Years by years ..i notice one thing. whenever i out of control, out of confident , out of nowhere. i will cry badly at nite and tomorrow i will wake up with panda eye.. then i found out i m period. is it normal? or i got some jiwa-jiwa disease.

so almost every month i will have this emo-disease. the symptoms are so bad .i don't even think it was PMS until i get red mood flag . seriously i m tired to be emo. i want to be happy but seriously my hormone sometimes always become haywire.

i m not mad to other people but i always feel down. hating myself and etc. then i will ask to myself why? why? i feel i m the ugliest, the worst and all the negatives feeling come even i tried to chase them away. is it only me facing that?

i just wondering whether my mom notice or not, my friends notice or not? or they will assume i am a kind of emo - girl as always.am i?

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Time Out

Loading .... loading time out.
Waiting... waiting ... bye bye .

Bored at front of pc :P

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

PAS

I knew my life is not sweet, same with other peoples craving ,wishing for the better life.

That's the fact, we never get whatever we wanted, though we did sooner we will realize that was not what we wanted.

See? Life is like that. Maybe because we always wanted for the better, we too afraid to accept the fact.

We always assume people loves us when they mad to us, but what if they truly hate us.
We always think our friends will be last forever, be there for us but we forget to think to the vice versa.

We are hoping for something too good, try to be positive until we realize we're hoping for dream that impossible to be true. We will be heart broken then.

Maybe we should learn to accept our life as it is.

My life is not perfect, that's why it is perfect. I want to live in Passion, Acceptance, and Strength.I never know when it will end but I already knew the beginning.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Creepy

Kreck …Eeckkk… That sound. Creepy sound like someone was walking on the roof. But wait, I stay in 3rd floor in 4th floor flat. No roof. But I could hear walking, maybe near to my window.

I could not sleep and it almost midnight, and then I went out to check out. Nothing! But creepy sound went into my head and I forgot what time I fall asleep.
Tomorrow morning I was terribly sleepy. I keep yawning and yawning and complaining how sleepy I was until my colleague said, “You need a coffee.”

On Saturday morning, when I was doing my laundry, then I heard that creepy sound again. It was like something big walking on something. I really get mad, and this time won’t let it go.
And guess what? Tadaaa…






That was a fat, notty cat that think he was cute walking on my window’s roof. Aduh, you never can get mad to the cat rite? They have immunity whereby whatever they did, they always maintain cute.
*Sigh*

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Scar

If in the whole life we try to remove the scar but it's never work maybe it's time to give up.

Maybe we need to bear with it. Maybe we need to stop hoping that the scar will fade away in a blink of time.

Because hoping for hopeless is worthless. Maybe we should stop dreaming for miracle and just go on with the life and pretend to be happy.

Maybe that's the only solution after the rest never work.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

New Life

Dah 3 hari dah unid duduk kat Penang.Lenguh badan still lagi terasa. Yelah, mengusung barang dari kereta ke tingkat 3, nak dekat 10 trip jugak rasanya.

Yang paling lawak, second day kerja Unid terpaksa mandi pagi kat opis, sebab bilik air kat rumah tersumbat.So pepagi buta lagi Unid dah sampai office, dengan muka yang baru tido, kat rumah just gosok gigi jer(in case kalau ada orang nak tanya jalan, takdela berbau mulut)..hahah. Huhuhu..nasib baik office ada shower, kalau tak jadi kambing la unid.

Hari ni melepak kat bukit jambul.Banyak mende rasanya Unid kena masukkan dlm shopping list, especially baju.Sebab kebanyakan t-shirt dan jean unid terlampau lama,yang beli masa study pun ada lagi. Lagipun office baru ni tak ada rule yang ketat untuk pakaian, so boleh la beli baju lagi ...

I pray hard for my USM Master application will be accepted. Sebab unid cam nak giler nak sambung study, rasa bosan dengan life boleh tak cenggitu ? :P

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Lagi cerita ATM

Seorang makcik berlegar-legar kat ATM masa unid masuk. “Anak boleh tak tolong makcik?”Makcik tu cepat-cepat menahan Unid.

“Kenapa?”Cuak juga unid dibuatnya, ye la dalam bank ni macam-macam.

“Tolong masukkan duit ini kat anak makcik.”Dia menunjukkan duit RM50 sekeping.

“Ooo..boleh.”Unid terus beratur kat mesin deposit.

“Biasalah…anak.Mintak masukkan duit.”Dia bercerita.

Aku mengiyakan.”Yelah..sekarang kan musim sekolah.”Adik-adik unid pon banyak pakai duit jugak.Kering kontang la jugak bulan ni.

“Bukan.Dia dah kerja.Beli kereta semua tapi tula nak makan pun tak cukup.Diorang kerja makcik takleh nak merasa pun, tak cukup mintak duit lagi .” Seperti dia mengeluh.

“Kerja apa?”Unid menyoal.Heheheh …macam spy pulak.

“Kerja kat TUDM.Ingatkan boleh dah merasa duit diorang.”Mukanya macam penuh penuh kesedihan.

Unid diam, tak berani dah nak tanya lebih-lebih.Giliran pun dah sampai, Unid pon masukkan no account dan masukkan duit yang sekeping tu.

Cuma dalam hati,terfikir sesiapa yang bekerja kalau bolehlah cuba lah berjimat dan berilah sedikit duit kat ibu.Mereka sanggup tak makan demi anak, mungkin kita patut buat benda yang sama.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

how come

you never know me
you never know am i ugly or cuty
never know my weakness, my strength
never know my pain, my pleasance

yet you call me your queen, your princess, your darling

how come?

how come you claiming that i am yours while you know nothing