Super Moody

I was late today.I woke up late this morning and picked 'wrinkle-less' blouse gift from my sister.

Because I was late, I didn't have proper breakfast, just hot cocoa drink and mochacinno from office coffee maker.In the morning, I was staring at my notebook screen for almost awhile.I knew I have a lot of work but with mood swing symptom , I was quite positive that I am not going to make it today.My brain seem stop function.I am having really high emotional breakdown lately.Maybe because last time, the program that I've  tried to deploy was completely a mess.It is failure, and still I am progressing to put it into pieces.

My counter part suddenly IM me, asking if there any help from her that I need.I was not sure, I blur but I just update her whatever on my side.Just giving her what I am going to do for today even I am not really sure either I can accomplish or not.But it come accross my mind , consider it was Sunday for US, and plus today morning was their evening, I just pushed my self and try my best to overcome my Monday Blues.

Slowly, I started warming up my brain engine and I really lucky to have good colleague.Sometimes I just wondering how they can stand my blur and idiocy. At last today, I completed writing database procedure (Of course after fighting-discussion-laugh with my friend).I return home at almost 8.00 pm.

I just thinking, sometimes we have tried it badly but we still fail, but sometimes we didn't put much effort on it, it will come out smoothly.Magic isn't it?

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